In my day-to-day life- I’m a highly functioning, Type-A executive. I enjoy a variety of fetishes and was completely versatile. I thought my sex life was fulfilling and perfect. I respected pup play but didn’t really find it interesting.
Then I got Frenzy’s hood as a birthday present, and my entire identity was turned inside out. My fiance had seen me browsing them to match my leather outfit; I was interested in it from the perspective of being anonymous and being able to wear my gear in public.
And then I put it on.
I felt safe. I felt hidden, but exposed. I stopped needing to translate my thoughts and feelings into words. I could just.. be. So I setup a playdate with a mutual kink friend and spent 3 hours just getting every need expressed, met, and approved.
No judgement. No fear. And I wanted more.
Frenzy’s name came about because of the concept of “subfrenzy” in the kink community. I don’t consider myself submissive though; instead I’m so tightly controlled internally and externally because I can’t trust my own emotions and reactions.
Frenzy puts all of that responsibility on my handler. His job is to keep me safe and let me experience everything I want and to show me off. I want to make him proud, but he lets me define my limits.
I can’t wait to explore this world more, and document it as I go.